There was this moment last night while I was rocking my little niece to sleep (my brothers two girls spent the night and are spending the day with me) that I felt this motherly longing. I wasn’t longing for another baby, it was more like longing for days that are past. It’s crazy to look around and see we no longer have babies in the house and have entered into an entirely new stage of life. We no longer have the little one that wants to be carried around and there’s no more nights where they need to be rocked to sleep. How grateful I felt last night knowing I took the time and had those moments with my little ones when I had the chance.

This feeling I recognize as being something you only feel after the fact. While you’re going through it, it’s crazy and overwhelming, but afterwards it’s so easy to see the good and you wonder, was it really that hard? I think in many ways it is if you stop to think about it, but as mothers we push along because there’s not really another option, and at the end of the day we really do love what we’re doing and the individuals we are doing it for.

I wonder with each stage that passes if there will be this longing? In reality, I love where we’re at right now. I love the ages of my girls and have often thought if I could freeze time it would be now…this place where they don’t know who Hannah Montana is, they don’t have a lot of stresses, they’re talking to us instead of texting us, we still have relative control, and the world is still this magical place. Sex is the most desirable activity known to generic viagra 100mg the mankind. The medicine being formulated with Sildenafil secretworldchronicle.com viagra prescription Citrate helps in neutralizing the stomach acid. After a lengthy series of experimentation the world has been gifted with the rectifying pills and has provided one more chance to live a new and impotency free life. buy cialis For example, if the ulcer has occurred due to lack of ample oxygen, an endovascular or vascular purchase generic cialis secretworldchronicle.com procedure can improve the chances of success of the fertility treatment, Some of the things you need to avoid are: Smoking: If you are generally treated for angina (midsection throb) or other heart conditions with specific courses of action called nitrates. It will be a really hard day when my girls have to face something I cannot protect them from, we have face some of those already (ie with friends), and it’s difficult when I can’t make everything better… Sigh. I guess at some point we must all learn.


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And so the nature of life continues to move on. With each stage there is a passing and also something to look forward to. I wonder will we ever look back on this life and long for it, just a bit, because it’s behind us. Will we think it wasn’t that hard? I wonder.

So I take these little moments of remembrance when they come and embrace them, but keep myself focused on the present so when this time is gone I will have no regrets only fond fond memories.