Adam’s constantly reminding me how I always have these huge dynamic swings from one emotion/thought to the next almost in the same breathe. I try to deny it, but it’s true. I do swing from one end of the spectrum to the other pretty hard, pretty fast.

He left for the week so it’s just me and the girls and nothing else standing in our way. Why does that intimidate me so? It’s not like I haven’t done days alone before, but with last week feeling like it was a month long I have some hesitation about this week. Even now I’m wondering how I’m going to fill the rest of the day…

and the pendulum swings to the left.

Then I realize I shouldn’t be overwhelmed,
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#2 Originally Adam and I had planned on taking the girls to Lagoon tomorrow for Stake Lagoon Day so I’m still going ahead with our plans without him. One more day down.
#3 I have a night with friends planned (bookclub), which will help fuel me.


#4 I see this picture of my girls, helping, like they always do and I’m reminded that I have no reason to be intimidated. a) I’ve done this numerous times before, and b) We have a good time together, laughing, playing games, watching movies, eating popcorn, making pizza, and dancing around the house. We got this.

So with the week a little more under my control, I’m feeling good and confident about going forward.

…and the pendulum swings to the right.