Have you ever been asked to do something that you’re not quite sure you can do and for starters you don’t know how you got asked to do it in the first place, but it’s the kind of thing you can’t say no too?

Ya. I got asked to do something like that and it’s so hard to keep the I’m not worthy and really what can I offer feelings away…

Last week I got a letter in the mail. I should have taken the letter a little more seriously after seeing the BYU symbol in the left hand corner, but I opened it as if it was junk mail. Man, how I wish it would have been junk mail. So you can imagine my utter shock when instead it was a one page letter asking me if I’d be willing to participate in Woman’s Conference at the end of April as a presenter to discuss the topic: “She….Worketh Willingly with Her Hands” (Proverbs 31:13)

I know, after you’ve whipped the shocked look off your face let me just tell you how shocked I was when I first read it. I was literally motionless. When I was finally able to compose myself I read the letter over and over, double checking to make sure it was really address to me (it was) and then felt the panic set in. Tears welled up in my eyes and I stared pacing the house, they want me to do what? I can’t do this! There are so many more woman out there who are more qualified than me that could do this. Can I do this?

Deep breath…

I just got off the phone with the woman who sent me the letter telling her, Yes, I would be willing to participate. It’s a good thing I’ve had some time to think about this, I’m calm now and feel peaceful about the whole thing. Findings say that the condition generic tadalafil canada is very rare for men, it is quite risky risk and something that cannot be got around. If the heart beats too quickly, blood pressure may be different at different generic levitra online times of the day. The energy is malignant and so strong, that it generic cialis tadalafil binds people together in the worse way. Things including having a buy cheap sildenafil davidfraymusic.com drink or being nervous can lead to situational Erectile Dysfunction. I have a different understanding today than I did the moment I opened the letter. I’ve been praying for some time, over a year in fact, to find ways to use my talents for good. I know I have a desire to create for a reason and I keep searching for the answer. Whether or not this is it, perhaps part of it, I’m not sure, but I do know I cannot let this opportunity pass me up. I’m grateful for someone believing in me enough to think I could do this and grateful that I feel peaceful today knowing that I can.

That is today. I’m quite certain it will be around the middle of March when I’ll start crying again and will need lots of encouragement.

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P.S. If anything (stories, talks, quotes etc…) occurs to you about that topic please email me, I would love to hear what you have to say. I’ve decided not to even think about this until after the big meeting at the end of this month where they give me all the details and I meet the other 2 woman I’m presenting with, but I guess it can never be too soon to start compiling ideas.