tell me something happy

I play this game with Adam when I’m really stress, scared or feeling sad and it goes something like, “Tell me something happy. Tell me something good. Tell me something to make me laugh.” He’s response always helps me use my energy concentrating on something good instead of the bad. Well, right now I am feeling lousy and wish he was here to tell me something good, but he’s working late tonight so I am alone in my thoughts.

Why am I feeling lousy you ask?…

Well, have you ever received a message on your answering machine that said, “I’m just calling to see where you are…are you coming? We’re waiting for you.” Yeah, I got this message late this afternoon about a luncheon I was invited to Wednesday. The reason I feel so lousy is it wasn’t just any luncheon it was with some friends of mine from my ward who had totally forgotten my birthday and they were making it up to me by making me lunch. Ya, that was the lunch I missed. A lunch totally for me. I am disgusted with myself and although I have called each one and talked to them and given my apologies personally I just can’t get over this lousy feeling of letting someone down. Not only letting someone down, but totally dissing them when they have gone to such an effort on my behalf. The affair transpired at the Library of Congress, Middle Eastern Division reading cheap sildenafil tablets room. While alert is the principle when making any online buy, see description best prices on cialis warrants additional investigation. That means that they may become really impotent without taking tadalafil 20mg tablets . Sleeve Gastrectomy: Here viagra pfizer prix about 2/3rd stomach is removed and remaining stomach acts a narrow tube or sleeve. I feel so embarrassed.

To my credit when I heard the message I didn’t even know what luncheon she was talking about until I put it together in the end. I’m not entirely sure she told me exactly what she was planning when we spoke about it two weeks ago. It is possible she did and I completely and utterly forgot. Again I feel totally embarrassed and ashamed of myself. How could I be so forgetful?

Sigh.

Well there is nothing I can do about it now, but express my apologies to them, which I have and they told me it was fine and not to worry. Still. I hate this feeling.

So tonight I play my own game. Here is something that makes me happy…

watching my kids lost in play.