1. I’m sitting in my studio attempting to write some type of post, but am coming up short. Do you ever think after reading several blogs in a row that you have no business blogging? I long for more meaningful things to blog about, not only for others to enjoy, but for me to look back on my words and think I’m glad I recorded that.

2. I’m listening to my children in the other room watching The Incredibles and keep telling myself to get them to bed. It’s inevitable that I’ll race in there in a rage because they’re still awake and yet it’s my own fault for just not taking the time to do what needs to be done.

3. I’m at my computer half in my jammies and half in my street clothes. I’m not sure why I didn’t go all the way and get completely comfy, but here I sit half and half, a lot like my mood I guess.

4. I’m turning up the volume on my computer to drowned out the noise of my kids to keep the guilty feelings at bay. I’m listening to the Weepies and I finally bought The Killers Album.


5. I’m eating chocolate and keeping telling myself I should stop. It was so nice of my mom to buy me my favorite m&ms (peanut butter), but I’m a bit upset with her as the bag is almost empty and it’s been one day. Drat.

6. I’m in this strange what am I doing mood. From about 3:30pm today I haven’t wanted to do anything. It was weird, two kids napping, Bella involved with her homework, which left me alone for once and I had no desire to do anything. I haven’t felt this way in a long time and it scared me in a way. What will happen when I have ample time on my hands when my kids are at school all day? Will I take for granted my time alone by wasting it away since I know tomorrow will bring with it the same quiet? I hope living will become just as easy when it’s more convenient to do. Ha! Perhaps another one of my happy contradictions…is life ever convenient?

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8. I keep feeling this big zit on my neck that has been there for at least a week. Why won’t it go away?

9. I feel like going dancing which I haven’t done in years, perhaps loud music and my bedroom will suffice.

10. I’m looking out over the city of tiny lights and wondering what’s going on in the lives under it. Dancing. Eating. With loved one. Sleeping. Blogging. Creating. Driving. Homework. Texting.

11. I’m signing off. Good night.