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The Lord’s plan is very beautiful and comforting. I am grateful for it everyday. More so today than ever.
Chris and I have talked about that many times, the idea that Estee knew Alan before coming here, love the thought of that. We are going this afternoon, I also find this to be something peaceful for Chris, he talks about him, memories and what he loves about him. Looking forward to being there for him, just to listen.
Well other than making me cry, I think this is a beautiful post about Alan. I am so glad that you can find peace in going to visit the grave. I have found with our situation, losing baby Thomas, that it has given us many opportunities to talk about the plan of salvation with the kids and to show them that life and death is just part of the plan… I want them to know without a doubt that they can meet Thomas and know him if they are worthy to return to Heavenly Father one day.
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I love what you said in the comments about jills post. I can only imagine what losing your brother did to you. I know it was such a public thing, and something I still remember. I hope that by sharing with the girls, him, that that part of you, you have lost comes out a little. I have always admired you from a far, you are someone I associated happiness with. You always seemed to smile, you always seemed to have this warm welcoming feeling about you. I can still sense that from your writings. I hope that tomorrow is just as wonderful as today, and you are right the Plan is the greatest gift I have ever been given.
The plan of salvation is truly the most wonderful gift. It is amazing how our knowledge of it can give us such peace and comfort. I’m glad you all could go to the cemetery and that you documented it with such lovely photos. It sounds like you are coming to peace with this tragedy a little bit and that makes me feel so happy for you.
I think it’s great that you had Adam take photos of you and the girls at the cemetary. That’s not something you’d normally do and it’s great that you have those and can write your feelings about Alan down (both on your blog and at home). I’m sure it’s therapeutic to get those feelings out and to think about who you are because of what happened.
Amy what a great post and a wonderful tribute to Alan. I am glad you find comfort and peace when you go to celebrate him and his amazing life. What a testament to your girls.
The plan of salvation is such an amazing part of life. I find great comfort in knowing that our loved ones were able to meet and interact with our children before they came to this earth. I know this has never been confirmed, but it seems right to me.