The rain is beating against my window now, but it has been lovely spring weather this week, despite the fact that it hasn’t really looked lovely. The trees are still bare, the ground brown, no life to be seen, but I’m hoping a few weeks more will help solve that.

Perhaps the girls knew the weather was short lived because they’ve been out in it as much as possible. With day-light savings giving them a bit more light in the evenings they’ve spent their time outdoors playing house, restaurant, and fishing. (I quite enjoyed listening to them play through the window as I cleaned up the dinner dishes.) They even played for a few minutes this morning before they left for school.

My girls are in bed now and I’m posting to take my mind off or rather occupy my mind as I sit and wait for Adam to finally come home. Sadly, my week has been sort of a lonely one. I almost hate to admit it because Adam hasn’t been gone that long, but with two trips back to back and both not something I had planned on, his being away has weighed on me. I went to Barnes and Noble yesterday to read, thinking that being around people would do the trick, but it almost made it worse–strangers just made me feel more secluded. Thank goodness for friends and a little bit of a mind game (positive thinking) I was able to end the day feeling myself again.

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I’ve been getting bad headaches lately and I can’t quite figure out where it’s coming from. I’d like to think it’s because I’m weaning myself off sugar, but I’m not entirely sure, I mean shouldn’t that make my body happy? While I don’t think it’s anything serious or to be concerned with, I am wondering if there’s a catalyst, and if so, what? I remember as a child my mom getting migraines. She would hide herself in her room, door closed, lights off and I never really understood it–unfortunately I do now. I hope it’s not an age thing, though I don’t recall her getting headaches now.

I hope you never mind my randomly random posts, after all, it’s probably the best way to get to know me anyway. Just ask my friends, I am constantly hopping around from topic to topic–not something I’m fond of and would love to change, but for now it’s me. I always do find it interesting to see where my mind will go when I sit down to post without something specific in mind. Who am I kidding, even when I’ve thought something through to post it always comes out different when I start to write it down. I think that’s the beautiful thing about writing, often things become clear, answers come, once I work it all out on paper/screen. Do you find that to be true?

I think I shall leave it at that and say good night.
xo