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So it’s what I did, “give my sadness a rightful voice“. Unfortunately I didn’t sleep well last night, but my early hour gave me the opportunity to get up with the sun. I ventured out of my house for the first time in days attempting to shoot away my mood. It’s been far too long since I’ve been roaming around my yard looking for goodness and here is what I found…

and the b&w version because I couldn’t decide

I knew even in my vulnerable state that taking pictures would work. It helps me think clearly, brings me back to reality, and helps me remember what I have and what I’ve been given. More than anything I think I just needed a day to get it out, what I fondly call the crazy lady, and now I’m feeling myself again. Of course I’d love a little bit of normalcy (praying Adam, Bella, and I will stay healthy), and have hope that it’s just around the corner.