Monday was a great day for Megan and the potty and then slowly after that she seemed to be regressing. So much so that she doesn’t want to go pee at all. On the potty or off. Yesterday she went an entire day without going once until 5pm, that included through the night. I was so upset by this thinking surely she is going to get sick that I was on he phone with her dr thinking, How bad is this and Could it be that she has an infection and it hurts to go? Today after pleading with her to go before her nap I gave up, put her to bed, fell to the ground in desperate need of help. When I got up I decided I was done. She obviously isn’t ready. I’m stressed. She’s stressed. It’s so not worth it. I even resigned myself to think if I give up now she will most likely not do it before school starts in the fall and she won’t be able to attend. A hurdle of impotence might bring down the sex drive. buy cheap cialis Discover More In fact, the first balloon was let gone in 1709 in Lisbon, Portugal. viagra buy australia This means appalachianmagazine.com order levitra there is a huge market of middle-aged men who could use a copy of the Kama Sutra though. All these herbs have been blended in right combination to offer the best herbal treatment best pharmacy viagra to cure impotence. At this point I’m ok with that. It’s just not worth it.
When she woke up from her nap this afternoon I gave her a big hug, let her play with her sisters, and then got on her level and said, “Megan do you want to go back to diapers or continue to wear undies?” She looked at me with those big beautiful chocolaty eyes and said, “undies”. I was shocked to hear her say that, but again explained to her what that meant and she said, “Ok”. We are headed to the park and asked her to try before we left. She actually went. Perhaps she just needed it to be her decision and I have been making it mine. Whatever the case, I have lost my zeal and am just taking it one day at a time and hoping she will continue to want to and if not, I don’t care.
So with all this stress going on I decided to do what helps me best and focus on other people. I have been making (my week project) and getting ready to send good mail and it definitely has lifted my spirits. Also after reading Elizabeth’s gratitude post I was inspired to create my own because really I have more than enough things to be grateful for and I know you have better things to do than listen to me complain.
– number one being this sweet little girl of mine that makes me laugh at every turn. Oh how I love her and feel guilty for having the slightest bit of ill feelings toward her this week.
– sat/sun conference
– adam’s patience
– my 3 girls
– health
– good weather
– changing attitudes
– creating
– hamburgers & fries
– smiles & hugs
– washer/dryer
– hot tub for relaxation
– blog friends
– cozy bed
– clean kitchen (thanks adam)
– a night together
Hope you have a great weekend.
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