There’s really no good way to say it so I’m just going to lay it out there…

January sucks!
I tell my girls, “nice girls don’t say suck“, but this just seems one of those times where it’s absolutely necessary. This was a hard January, but then again, I can’t remember a January that didn’t feel like this.
For starter I’m just coming off a wonderful holiday and being swept into the new year, with let’s face it, a whole lot of questions about whats next, where to, clouding my judgement. It’s not that I’m sad, more there’s a heaviness in the air I just can get rid of — of course the ominous grey skies and smoggy atmosphere are not help at all.

Sigh!

It’s interesting how I’ve been feeling and then recognize that 3 times I have been, in one way or another, reminded to be grateful — too look for the good. It came on the radio, in the form of a traditional letter, and in my inbox. I think maybe someone is trying to help ease my January blah — and just in time for February.

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I’m grateful project life is helping me, even more, to live in the present.
I’m grateful for a good night rest. I actually woke up rested this morning.
I’m grateful for the weekend.
I’m grateful for possibilities.
I’m grateful for second chances.
I’m grateful for time with friends — and needed phone conversations.
I’m grateful for workshopping ideas.
I’m grateful for the ability to go outside without a heavy coat on.
I’m grateful for the sun.
I’m grateful it’s February 1.

As frightening as it seems sometimes, I am grateful to be open and vulnerable — anything is possible in twenty thirteen.