Some times it can be a benefit to leave your house at 6:30 in the morning. I guess you never know what might cross your path. This morning it was this view…

sort of took our breathe away when we pulled out of the neighborhood to see the city lights sparkling below a brilliant setting full moon. We were all speechless for a moment, it took only two seconds to decided, and then I turned the car around. No one was surprised at all to see us heading back toward the house–I think they’ve been with me long enough to know exactly why. The view was too stunning to pass up and luckily I had given enough time for this sort of detour.

It seems like it’s been one of those types of days, a detour sort of day. The weekend was long, four days long, and while I should be catching up on all the house work that fell to the side while we took time off, my body is slower than usual today to get back into it. You see, I didn’t sleep well last night and really haven’t been since I mentioned it last week. I thought it was nothing, but now I’m curious as to whether or not my body is deficient in some key element and unable to completely let go. The lack of sleep has worn on me enough to where my long weekend was about catching up on what I had missed.

My head hurts, really it’s my eyes, but I still managed to make it up to the school to volunteer in Megan’s classroom. There were sufficient parents to cover the class and so I was going to leave as quickly as I came until Megan spotted me and begged me to stay. I milled around in my sweats and ponytail helping where I was needed, grateful I wasn’t self conscious at all amongst the other “put together” moms. Even if I do know them I’m not afraid to be seen like I just rolled out of bed. Top cialis 5 mg sexologist in Delhi suggests various drugs that you can take it through our company website medicine help online. It improves erection size and, help to sustain erections tadalafil india price for longer time periods. For patients suffering from lower back pain, lumbar stabilization program can prove online pharmacy for levitra to be quite helpful. In case of erectile dysfunction of men, among all the best working medicines, overnight viagra online raindogscine.com is the most popular medication used to treat erectile dysfunction (ED) problems. Somehow I am confident in that, but perhaps I shouldn’t be…

I came home, made dinner, folded some laundry and found myself on the couch finishing up the last 20 pages of Never Let Me Go. I know that doesn’t sound too detour-ish, but I never read during the day, not usually anyway. I save that for the evening when everyone is in bed, which just goes to show you why I haven’t been reading very many books. Seems I’m asleep as soon as I touch my pillow–the problem is staying asleep. At any rate, I was reading and crying and I can’t even be sure why because I didn’t love the book–I’m what you’d say, somewhere in the middle. It started out good, I loved the narrator, but then it took a different turn I hadn’t really expected. Honestly I can’t quite figure out how I feel about it. All I know is the story, their lives and what they were about saddened me and I long for them to have a better ending. Apparently sleep messes with my emotions.

And so here I am blogging, wondering what I’m doing writing such a random post? What I should be doing is taking a nap so I’ll be lively when the kids get home from school, but honestly I’m trying to keep myself awake so I don’t mess up my sleep for tonight. I heard once that the worse kind of torture would be to keep someone awake for days at a time. I am beginning to understand what they mean–I’m just not functioning in my same normal way. And I guess that’s ok, every now and again you need a good detour. Except I don’t know that I’d classify this as good, but it’s most definitely detour-ish.