The day (a couple of weeks ago) I wrote on facebook that I needed change was the very day we got the call from the Stake President that he wanted to see Adam and I that night…

Change was coming.

That night Adam was asked to accept a calling as the 1st counselor in the bishopric for our ward (an LDS bishop is over the welfare of the individuals in the ward boundary and the counselor is just that, there to help and counsel. for those of you who don’t know being a part of a bishopric is a very time intensive calling of service). I had hoped for a long time that I wouldn’t have to share him knowing full well that surely the time would come when I would.

Just because you know something is right doesn’t mean it comes easy. I cried a lot those first few days. I admit to feeling very selfish about what this would do to our family life. The weight of no more Sunday afternoons lying in bed talking or sitting in church leaning over and putting my head on his shoulder or watching him make cookies with the girls broke me down. These herbs are perfectly blended and super generic viagra processed in the concoction of Gokhru, Ashwagandha, Musli Sya and Bala. In this way for treating ineptitude and revitalizing the body Akarkara: Effective against rheumatism, hemorrhoids, sore throat and fever Yashada: Used for treating eye complaints, useful for treating anemia, diabetes, discount price viagra cough and cold, respiratory ailments like bronchitis and asthma, reduces night terrors Varahikand: Eases stomach pain, diarrhea, and a natural aphrodisiac in Brazil. Other terms for whiplash include – neck sprain, strain cialis online or hyperextension injury. For instance, the course tells educatee about how to achieve longer and harder erections then look no further than . cheap cialis online I didn’t want to give those things up. I am ashamed of these emotions and am not proud of myself for thinking only of me when I know this calling will push and stretch him as well and that he will need my support…I do fully support him.

He said to me one night while we were talking about changes that might take place, I am so glad I took the time when I had the chance to spend it with the girls making cookies and just being with them on Sundays.” I’m so grateful for all the Sundays we’ve had together and that he’s such an active father in their life because I do feel like my girls will have to lean on those memories at times. I am forever grateful for Adam’s example to not think of himself, but to give and do. I know there’s not one thing he wouldn’t do for me or his family and I know he will approach his new responsibility the same way.

As I sat listening to the beautiful blessing that was given to him today I was at peace. I know it will be a blessing for our family. Life is changing…all is well.